Hmm...

[link_worshiper]

I feel like every time I make a post here, it begins with me apologizing for not posting in a while. So again, I am sorry that I am not as frequent an LJ person as I used to be, but with work and finally having IRL friends and stuff, I just don't spend nearly as much time in front of the computer as I used to. So I am sorry for that! Again, let me

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[stripedpetunia]

Two sides to every fight.

[link_worshiper]

Well, upon reading a lot of this, I am realizing that yes, this girl is a little off the mark. Probably waaaaaaaaaaaaay too much for Evan to handle. At the same time, it seems there is a lot of shit that factored into it that got pretty mucky, and it's shit I had no idea about. It doesn't change my opinion of him for even a millisecond because shit he did in his past doesn't really have much to do with me or him now or our current relationship. But it's... I guess... interesting? Reasons this might be the case: 1) this girl reminds me of when I used to be a flaming train wreck; 2) this girl and the way she writes and the things she takes to heart reminds me of my ex, whose relationship with me turned out to be a flaming train wreck; 3) reading the blog reminds me of that epistolary fanfic I wrote a long time ago where Duo was a flaming train wreck.

Something is obviously wrong with me.

[stripedpetunia]

Diary format obviously pulls at your heartstrings.

Anyway I think your reaction is perfectly reasonable.

[link_worshiper]

Haha, maybe. Of course, now I'm sitting here feeling a little glum. I stopped reading after I got through breakup town. Their relationship seemed a bit intense before things got bad. She mentions them even proposing to each other. We never talk about stuff like the future or getting married or anything (not since our honeymoon phase), mostly because he seems happy with the way things are and I don't want to scare him. I am trying to be rational and tell myself that probably after such a bad experience, he is trying to take things slow so that things don't fly off the rails. But then because I am me, I freak out that maybe I'm just a placeholder girlfriend? Or I am stupid for thinking this. Argh.

[priscel]

No worries. I've become the same way. less friends though and always working. Facebook, I mostly play games but I'd love to add you as my friend there too.

[link_worshiper]

Word. Sometimes I wish I still had the same time for the internet that I used to, but post-college life requires time for other stuff. I'm also super focused on trying to be happy in my regular life instead of constantly feeding outlet hobbies, if that makes sense. Anyway, feel free to search me out! You know my real name, yes?

[kebzero]

Hi, Link. Been a year and change, I think? Hope everything is going well.

Just curious. Why did you choose not to at least friends-lock this entry? Fast forward a decade, there might be someone else who gets this in a google search. Just saying, since you mention you'd rather not whomever you're discussing find your thoughts on the subject.

Maybe you're not paranoid enough. :-p

[link_worshiper]

Hi Keb! I miss you! I play Guild Wars 2 now, but I really miss playing WoW with you! I wish there was an easier way to keep in touch! You can always email me!!! (My new email is shochman@hochmonster.com).

But you are right. I guess I figured since I didn't refer to anyone by name on here, it was probably safer, but you bring up a good point. On the bright side, the person whose blog I found has no idea who I am... I think.

You are the best. I love you. Times a million. Stay awesome.