Losing it...

Nov 14, 2004 21:00

This is insane! I'm being outwitted, outsmarted, outintellected by a fucking 13-year-old! I feel so...so unintelligent! So unwise! My mind...what I once thought was a gift to me now just seems...worthless ( Read more... )

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downwardspiral2 November 15 2004, 19:09:21 UTC
carl, dont do anything stupid. Your more valuable than what you think. just ask around and find out. even the people at amnk. we do need a keyboardist, and a good one at that-lol were here for ya. peace, and stay safe.

Yuki-Chris saying hi.

(were in web design class now-lol

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ai_keki November 15 2004, 20:12:05 UTC
ya know what... go ahead and kill your slef... prove you everyone that your not what we precraved you as... all i ever saw ya as was you... and if your dead... your not you, so there, die and let us all down. scuicide, the only unforgivable sin... nice one... :roll:

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silver_bubblez November 16 2004, 04:00:11 UTC
Carl... I talked to you about it... I'm sorry if I overwhelmed you with my 'symbolic imagery' but I want you to think about what I left you with...

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Brackett64: And here's the thing, I can only go further with someone pushing me. I can't go further on my own, every time I want to, I just end up slipping.

xX KK BuBbLeZ Xx: You need better shoes.

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Please feel better. Yes, I'd like to continue our conversation if you feel comfortable.

I must in turn thank you for supporting me when I've needed the support... Now I feel it's my turn to retaliate.

~Katrina~

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Stay strong... anonymous November 16 2004, 04:32:41 UTC
Alright ol' buddy. You need to get your head on straight. We have been friends forever, 11 years now. You are one of the most caring persons I have had the pleasure of knowing. One of the smartest I have ever had the pleasure of knowing. You say that I am a better role-model than you ( I think not)...well if that is true then listen to what I am saying ( ... )

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SKITTLES kawaiillusion December 20 2004, 15:03:34 UTC
Skittles, don't kill yourself! If you attempt to keep thinking these kind of thoughts, me and Kisa will hightail ourselves to Florida to strangle you before you kill yourself! By the way, this is Ari....
But seriously, don't kill yourself! I don't know what else to say to console you, but life will get better!! I wish that I knew you personally to tell you what you have to live for, but I don't. But see all those people on your list? Those are all the people you have to live for. Even if you don't want to, at least live for the sake of living. Don't live for the sake of dying.

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