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if your not in the LPST fam or once in it this won't make sense to you, don't bother to try and get it to you I'm not going explain so if you ARE or WERE on the LPST fam read away:
Talking to Michelle earlier she let me on in a secret. I won't say what it was in fear that she'll get in trouble but it made me think. What the fuck happen to our family? It turned into this huge circus inviting people left and right and we lost the core element of it. We lost the people that we truely loved and bonded with over the summer. All of us changed and some of us not for the better. As the newbs joined small cracks in our family started to happen and instead of us patching them up, they just got bigger. Cetain members turned against others that were once "their best friends" and others just tried to put on a happy face and ignore everything around it. Now it's not entirely the newbs fault because I do support the meeting new people and being nice. It bothers me when you take 2570739 newbs invite them into a LPST fam chat and when core members are in there they only know 3 people, thats a bit fucked up. Drastic actions were taken and the fam has now in a sense died. Certain things were said and certain newbs got involved. One girl said something that both hurt and pissed me off. She said that while she repsected why I was angry I shoudl respect her and I don't go out of my way to talk to her and that I attacked her in a chat. Anyone who knows me knows that if I don't agree with you I'm going say something about it and its a two way street, I never saw your fucking ass taking the time to talk to me. Anyways moving on...I wish it could go back to the way it was but I know it can't. I guess i'm trying to say I thank you for all the good, bad time. You all helped me in a time and I know you were my true friends. I owe you something I can't repay back and I love you all completely, YES EVEN THE ONES THAT THINK I HATE THEM *coughs* I could never hate any of you, you should know me well enough too. Yup thats it....cheesy and corny but how I feel. I love you all and thank you for everything
Talking to Michelle earlier she let me on in a secret. I won't say what it was in fear that she'll get in trouble but it made me think. What the fuck happen to our family? It turned into this huge circus inviting people left and right and we lost the core element of it. We lost the people that we truely loved and bonded with over the summer. All of us changed and some of us not for the better. As the newbs joined small cracks in our family started to happen and instead of us patching them up, they just got bigger. Cetain members turned against others that were once "their best friends" and others just tried to put on a happy face and ignore everything around it. Now it's not entirely the newbs fault because I do support the meeting new people and being nice. It bothers me when you take 2570739 newbs invite them into a LPST fam chat and when core members are in there they only know 3 people, thats a bit fucked up. Drastic actions were taken and the fam has now in a sense died. Certain things were said and certain newbs got involved. One girl said something that both hurt and pissed me off. She said that while she repsected why I was angry I shoudl respect her and I don't go out of my way to talk to her and that I attacked her in a chat. Anyone who knows me knows that if I don't agree with you I'm going say something about it and its a two way street, I never saw your fucking ass taking the time to talk to me. Anyways moving on...I wish it could go back to the way it was but I know it can't. I guess i'm trying to say I thank you for all the good, bad time. You all helped me in a time and I know you were my true friends. I owe you something I can't repay back and I love you all completely, YES EVEN THE ONES THAT THINK I HATE THEM *coughs* I could never hate any of you, you should know me well enough too. Yup thats it....cheesy and corny but how I feel. I love you all and thank you for everything