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[linkinlover22]

oh dear.

so i've had "the conversation" with a total of 2 of my friends. should i have it with anyone else? i think not.

i got my schedule, and i have quite a few vacations, one every month or two. which is good for the first year, i'll need to come home the first year or two.

i'm not gonna lie, i'm really fucking scared.and that's all there

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[grotesquekisses]

Hi Sarah,
I wish you best of luck in college.
-Amy

[chokingrose]

No, my roomate isn't you plus or minus details. No one will ever be like you that I will ever meet. You have been one of the most amazing friends I have ever fucking had and I am eternally grateful for that. I know we haven't seen much of each other lately but I fully have you in my heart and my mind and things have been really fucking tough, and I'm not okay but I'm not ready to cry or talk it out yet. I need to fucking get my head back. Shayne was like my fucking drug in a sense. I don't know Sarah, I just want you to know how fucking special you are to me and to so many other people that you probably don't even realize. And remember what that woman said when you asked if it meant anything, and she said his reply was just that look like duh you dumbass of course. Because the things you do and who you are mean so much to the people that care about you and you should never ever fucking doubt yourself and I hope you know that. And I know that you're scared and that it's hard to have faith in the idea that things are going to be fine.