For years, your memories and the remains of our gruesome relationship have haunted me. They've affected every relationship I have been in, whether it was serious, a fling, a friendship, or a bond with a loved one. You have always managed to ruin every aspect of my life, and I can picture you sitting there, every time, with that nasty grin on your ( Read more... )

It's been almost 2 months, and it's Christmas Day...

All I want to do is see Brian. Nothing else matters to me. Without him, Christmas, like every otehr day, just sucks. It doesn't feel like a holiday without the person I love more than anyone.

I hate this feeling...:(

That is all too true these last few months. Then again, I can recall having many firsts for about 1 1/2 years now ( Read more... )

...depressed that I have to spend the holidays, and every day, without Brian ( Read more... )

**********THE BASICS ( Read more... )

And oh yeah, if anyone is near Saxonburg this Friday, December 23rd, stop by the Hotel Saxonburg. I'll be dressed like an elf. That might make it worth the trip ;)

This week was some shit. Tuesday night, we got pretty busy. Alan and Karl wanted me to leave Moron (the replacement cook when I move. we'll call him that because he isn't worthy of his realy name: Brian) by himself as much as possible so he can learn. We had a 27 top party, so I was helping Karl put food out since there was nothing on my side. I ( Read more... )

Strong Enough ( Read more... )

Taken a picture naked ( Read more... )

:::2005 ( Read more... )