*Poof* I disappear

[linknecho]

I'm a pessimist trying to be optimistic. It's hard when all I seem to be is disappointed. I want to make everyone happy and it makes me sad that I fail. My friends don't seem to really be my friends at all; that makes me feel lost. I want to be everything you want and need, but it is an impossible task. At times, all I want to do is give up and let

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[ploykalisterous]

agreed.
come visit me

***poof****

[duckie26]

come back barbie come back...lmao...i was reading my entries since i havent posted in like almost 2 yrs...and damn...lol well somewhere in there i found a like to a page of pics i had...so you can tell emily i found the pics.....those entries are soooooooooooo old...like the ones about jimmy and everything....just reading those entries made me laugh soo hard...and think about how crazy life was.....wonder how he and melissa are doing with that baby??? eh..oh well.....keep posting...i might start mne up again soon.....i dunno...feels more private here than on myspace ya know?