Comments | linsprtpc: The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out

linsprtpc

The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out

Oct 18, 2010 00:33

I was so ecstatic to move to Illinois. To be someone new. To be moving, dear god moving, in any direction at all. For months that feeling sustained me, and I was honestly happy. Once the lonelies and the randies kicked in, things changed a little, and I wasn't happy and I didn't know it. The past few weeks I finally realized: I spend a great ( Read more... )

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mostobviousname October 19 2010, 18:54:56 UTC

I think we all experience this semi-crisis at some point. I find it hard to believe we were meant to do these trivial things, and I often wonder why continue. Is it because I'm just SUPPOSED to, so I can be respectable and well-liked?

The past few years, it's been a DAILY occurrence for me to ask if the end result is worth everything I've put myself through. Sometimes I just want to run away to a cave in the mountains and leave my "identity" behind.