Wheeeee! Packing is sooo much fun! It is amazing all the crap we have hauled around with us over the years. The new place is going to be about a third of the size that we are in now. So, lots of getting rid of things. Hard to get the Mr. on that track.

throwing up and a low grade fever. Wheeeee......urp.

after dropping the extra deposit check off. We had seen that traffic was at a standstill and needed some lunch anyway. The women at the table next to us were talking about on e of their mothers who was a narcissist. She could have been talking about our mom.

I have NEVER been this exhausted at the start f a show. We have to load in and set up this morning and thenbe cute until 6pm tonight.Fortunately, we are close to home and if I really need to fall over, I can go home and switch out with Mr. Loren. He has things he has to do today. And I know that there will vbe kind vendors there who will help me ( Read more... )

Just soooo much to do and so little energy. HAving to spend that energy motivating some one else to get off their butt is exhausting. Keep on swimming. Keep on swimming......

today. Just completely loosing my shit. Crying and shaking and having a hard time focusing. Nuts and boogers. Working through it. There is no choice, so on I go.

Just bladerdader.

Been up since 3am. Not really good. But there it is. Kept having panic attacks so, I just got up. There are some flakes of snow mixed in with the rain this morning. Fits my mood. Just about at the end of my tether. Oh well.

Not just sort, but pack. Got some boxes from Uhaul. Want to look at some places in Tacoma this weekend. Also have someone coming for the fish tank and stand. Not alot of money, ,but it is some and I won't have to worry about it.

In a state of constant panic attack. Does not matter, I have to keep pushing and moving along or nothing gets done. Here is the thing though, There is only so much of me to go around. Spread pretty thin. Too bad that does not make me thinner.