I can't get no...

[linwetaralom]

I've decided that the dominant feeling of spring semester sophomore year is one of dissatisfaction; now if only I could decide why I'm dissatisfied. I feel so frustrtated because I feel like I have to put my life on hold so that I can take classes. I don't want classes to be my life anymore because I'm tired of missing out on experiences and

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[_prayforrain_]

Me too, for all of the above. Sometimes I think I try to mess up so I can fix it. But I won't ever let myself mess up enough, I only make "safe" bad decisions.

Here's my thoughts on the matter: There is always going to be more work. You think, well I can't stop now because I've worked so hard. But there is so much work ahead that if you don't stop now, you never will. Then that means the past has been for nothing, right? Maybe changing the future is more important than the past being a waste.

I remember sophomore year in Ms. Smith's class how she talked about how some people can't relax, whether it is after work or actually on a vacation. I'm so afraid that I'm becoming one of those people who will never be able to relax. So the problem we have now is how do we stop?
I feel like to stop, a person has to completely stop. Not just let one assignment go but let the test go too. And, let the test go without caring. That's the tricky part

[linwetaralom]

"'safe' bad decisions" lol. I so know what you mean...We should design a class for it. And become filthy rich when everyone in the world wants to take our class ;) And then we can do whatever the hell we want and it'll still be safe enough.
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