Just feeling kind of down right now.  I don't really know why.  There's really no reason for me to feel like this.  :shrug:

I started at Brooks Brothers tonight.  I like it there.  It's a pretty easy job.

School starts on Tuesday.  I'm excited about it.  I have calc 2, into chem, intro psych, and intro philos this term.  I'm really looking ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday, Chuck!  We had cake and baked ziti and garlic bread tonight.  It was good.

I fell asleep after I got off the phone with Joey.  We were fighting.  It was amusing.  I so wish I would've saved the aim conversation in which i told him how fucking stupid he's being.  What a douche bag!  For someone who wants more than anything to marry ( Read more... )

Sleeping is the best and worst thing right now.  It's great because I dream about you, and it sucks because I dream about you.  I wish you were here, and not just in my dreams.

Once again, in self-defense, I won't sleep a wink to prevent dreaming of you.

Chuck's birthday is on Thursday.  We're going to hang out tomorrow.  I can't believe he's going to be 21.  That's crazy!  I can't believe that I'm going to be 21 in 5 months and 6 days!  (Yes, and for all of you out there who think you're funny, if you transpose the numbers you will get the age that I look.)  I'm going to make a cake for him ( Read more... )

I definitely just took approximately an hour long bubble bath and it was amazing.

I've had a lot of thoughts running through my head, almost all of them pertaining to you.  I miss you.  I wish that I could be with you right now.  Maybe someday I'll be able to have that whenever I want again, but who knows.  I lie in bed thinking of you until I ( Read more... )

I'd give my all to have just one more night with you

I'd risk my life to feel your body next to mine

Cuz I can't go on, living in the memory of this song

I'd give my all for your love tonight.                                                                  

We talked last night, and as comforting as it was, every word that came from your mouth was a dagger that sliced deeper and deeper into my heart. I know that I carry a part of you with me everywhere, but I want you with my physically, not just in my heart or in my mind.

It's hard sometimes, but I'll get through it, if only for the fact that it ( Read more... )

sometimes i don't even know how i feel anymore

the only thing i know for sure is how i feel about you and that i feel like everything is spiraling out of control and i'm losing everything.

i feel like i'm drowning and no one can save me, even though all around me people are trying.

i love you.  a whole helluva lot.  all i have to do is figure out ( Read more... )

Your IQ Is 125
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