time for an entry...yay procrastination on american lit paper

[linz41786]

You know, I never know if I am happy anymore. At times I am content, others I am not. I wonder to myself could things be better and other times I think wow I am so lucky. I guess I am just ready for something new and exciting to happen in my life. For school to be over. To lay under the clouds in the cool grass carefree with people that truly

Comments

[lindz515]

i know how you feel...i've thought those exact same thoughts before. It's like you know you are important to certain people but it's those few that you aren't that really bothers you (heh, if that makes sense). Don't feel like a burden on people, I'm sure you're not, I know you're not. I feel like I'm a burden on some people too...but you just have to realize that's not true. And I'm sure your brother loves you too. He's just a junior high boy, that's what they do. Wait until he grows up and you'll appreciate him a lot more.

[linz41786]

thanks linds. Yeah i completely agree with your newer post too. Most of the time i am fine until someone does something to make me feel unloved...then i start second guess myself...i don't really want a trama or drama in my life right now so i guess i will just push these thoughts aside and ignore them. thanks for the comment...you're a sweetie and i can't wait to get to know you even better next year through guard, drama, and just hanging out as a group
linds