Comments | linz41786: (без темы)

linz41786

(Untitled)

Oct 19, 2003 22:59

Lindsay is so right about life being bittersweet. I am so confused in life now. My emotions are crazy. I have this whole relationship issue crap. Is it easier to stay with the old? Are we basically dating anyways? What would it be like with someone else...since i have never been? One year is a long time just to throw down the drain... How ( Read more... )

Comments 8

braveheart October 20 2003, 13:30:07 UTC

::BIG HuG::

kclou8 October 20 2003, 15:19:27 UTC

i am relatively cute (no mutilations no missing body parts such as legs or arms)

I kinda have an issue with that statement because there are beautiful people in this world who *are* 'mutilated' or are missing body parts...I understand what you mean, just, I guess, re-think the way that was worded...that is all. :) And you're a wonderful person, it just takes time to see the wonders the rest of us do!

linz41786 October 20 2003, 15:37:45 UTC

well yeah i understand that there are it is just that i have completely nothing wrong with me at all yet sometimes i feel so ...just not physically beautiful or internally for that matter. i really admire those that have something slightly different about them and yet they shine like nothing else. it requires a certain strength and often those people can be more beautiful inside...which is what counts. Again sorry if i offended you but that is just the physical stereotype given to beauty sometimes can bog you down.

kelcilu October 20 2003, 17:32:23 UTC

HEY ( ... )

linz41786 October 20 2003, 18:13:09 UTC

aww i miss you so much...i only wish you were here so i could hear a bit more on what to do...but for the story i can't tell too much on here but basically jeff and i broke up but it still feels like we are dating. things are the same when he comes back as they always were in the past. i just like the freedom more now but see along with the freedom comes other guys liking me.... i thought i had one. heck we even planned on dating after homecoming and such but that was a short and fiery fling. i told jeff about that one...broke his heart but in the end he was still there for me when i came crawling back. now another guy likes me... a close friend... i am not sure what to do at all no matter which way i go someone will get angry. my heart tells me that i want to be with jeff but that might be just because i am used to it. plus i am scared to take another chance since i was burned by the last one. i have different people telling me different things and i just don't know what to thinkso i am pretty much torn and no matter what i ( ... )

stef4jesus October 21 2003, 15:51:24 UTC

Is singleness an option?

linz41786 October 21 2003, 17:52:51 UTC

i am single but that is just making a whole new realm of angry people because then i flirt with other guys, these guys like me, they get jealous...it is a vicious cycle...the only way i can is if i become a hermit...i kinda like it now but it just feels like i am not doing anything...almost like i am procrastinating if that makes sense...

In response to your statement on Christopher Reeve.... tylermc October 21 2003, 20:11:20 UTC

http://maddox.xmission.com/c.cgi?u=creeve