k i changed my mind...i DO NOT WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!

**wake me up when september ends**

let's just say, that i CANNOT WAIT to go back to school, only because i get to get away from my freaking mother. one of us is seriously goin to kill the other one. and i really dont care anymore.

ok, so they defff screwed up my schedule AGAIN. so i'm not really sure if things will stay this way but ( Read more... )

k so i havent updated in quite awhile, so this will most likely be an extremelyyyy boring entry, so i apologize. and we're gonna go backwards in time too, cuz i'm cool like that and i feel like it ( Read more... )

i'm better now, i suppose. and i found out i only have to babysit for three more days instead of seven. so thats exciting, i guess, even tho i won't be making as much money. but w/e. so i got our new uniforms today?? ewww, seriously, i cant even put into words how much i hate them. ok thats it, i finally finished outlining AP!! yay!!

ugh. i've been thinking about a lot lately, altho that could be because my life now is hell. i don't mean to sound like "un-holy" or anything, but sometimes i really feel like God hates me. seriously, like why are we here?? are we put here to learn what it feels like to be sad, hurt, empty, lonely, depressed, and on some rare occasions, happy?? why ( Read more... )

well what can i say...i've been pretty upset lately. between my parents and life in general it's been annoying. but then i talked to lizzie about her two dogs and their little happenings, and cara about pretty much everything, and i'm feeling better ( Read more... )

awww so i finally am home ALL BY MYSELF!!! this never happens. ever. i always have my little sis here too bugging the hell out of me, but shes not here now because shes gettin her teeth pulled. ha ( Read more... )

ok well i have some absolutely AMAZINGGGGGGG news (at least i'm excited!!)...mer is completely done with chemo treatments, which means she is cancer free!!!!!! omg i'm sooooo happy for her right now. finally things will semi-back to normal for her. YAY ( Read more... )

ugh. i just don't know anymore. i'm so confused and upset. i try so hard to have a positive attitude, but it's just not working right now. everytime i think i know something, it's wrong. i just give up. w/e. i'm tired. and confused. what the hell else is new.