im in skool the now.its really crap!im in physics but im bored so i thot id update this.aint done much,same old same old.messaih torn played last nite but i didnt go to see them cause i had an english exam 2day:(i hope they done well.im sure they did.ill go to their next one :)alone with everyone r playing :D im going to go and see them:)n e way ( Read more... )

yo everybody!not been up to a lot really.studying for exams,usual crap.i went to see biffy on thursday!they were soooooooooo good!they r a truely amazing band!janet got a new bassist for our band so hopefully we will be practicing soon :) i mite be going to see RSH on sunday.janet mite be getting us on the guestlist!i cant wait!i hope she can get ( Read more... )

yeah.........so i was at kats last nite,im still here!lololol!it was a good nite man......a great giggle.not really been up 2 much else really......exam stuff and general crap like that.i cant go and see biffy :(im broke and im seriously gutted!i was really looking forward to it:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'( well......im going to get ready for work the now ( Read more... )

i went to see soil last nite!it was fucking amazing!they were soooooooooo good :D:D:D:D thanx for getting me on the guest list jay i was chatting away to the guitarist and he was asking if he was gonna see me again and stuff!it was great!had a physics exam 2day:S it wasnt to bad,i think ive done ok.hopefully me,jay and craig will be returning to ( Read more... )

aint updated in a while so i thot i better.not been up to much really.i was totally gutted wen the studio got cancelled on monday:( i was really looking forward to it.hopefully we will practice soon cause we have been offered a few gigs soon.in other news......i hate valentines day....its such a pointless day.....i got a red rose:S kinda odd :S i ( Read more... )

well.......wat can i say?....the world is still spinning but im not too sure why to be honest.i know that everyone has problems and im always there for my friends to give them advice but i can never take my own advice.i dunno why,ive just never been able to do it :S once againi am an assholei just seem to dig my self a hole everytime i do sumfin. ( Read more... )

skool as normal 2day.nuffin speshal.same shit different day really.a lot of stuff that ive put to the back of my mind is all cummin back far too clearly.its stuff that ive never forgot about but u learn to live with it.the situation has been brought up recently and its not that i dont wanna remember these things but the make me upset.im confused ( Read more... )

so today was really shite.found out i fail all my exams.not even by a couple of marks but i was getting results like 12.5/53 and 22/130.i feel like shite.all my teachers are telling the sqa that im going to fail so they are expecting me to resist them all next year.this is crap :(

so went to sleep crying last nite,very sad but i couldnt help it.ive appologised to drew so hopefully we r ok now,i still feel bad tho :S i just started thinking bout everything last nite and i couldnt stop crying.thenlast thing i can remember is me looking thro sum pictures then i woke up this morning.i had a physics exam which i dont think went ( Read more... )

is this wat it takes to keep me alive?so u take me and u break me and u see im falling apart.complicate me and forsake me.push me out so far.