I had an AMAZING birthday ( Read more... )

Ever look around and say, "How is this my life ( Read more... )

Ever looked back through your LJ posts and seen how fast your life is going? I just did. 4 or 5 posts ago, I was still with Nick. One page back and I was worried about graduation and getting ready for spring break. CRAZY. So much happens in life that it seems like there would be more posts as the time passes. Yet, we dont post. Either it's not ( Read more... )

Slowly, but not so slowly at all, I find myself falling towards that feeling. I can't drop an L-bomb just yet, but Man, there have been times that I could feel it rising. He's just so good to me. I don't know what I'm doing. I'm trying to keep my heart in check, I don't need to be hurt anymore, but at the same time I want to just let it go and let ( Read more... )

I would really like it if I got to control who is in my head and who is not.

Oh what a life I lead ( Read more... )

I am currently sitting in the Seaman's Center in Hamilton, Bermuda. Dueto the weather we couldn't make it in the cut to St. George's. It doesn't really matter to me as I have wanted to see this city, but at the same time, I miss the beach. Guess I'll have to wait... a WHOLE WEEK, GOSH ( Read more... )

Well, here I am onboard the MS Norwegian Dream. I am a few hours away from completing my first cruise. Let me tell you, this life is HARD. There are som nay friken rules on this boat. What you can wear, where you can eat, who you can talk to, when you can leave. It's kinda rediculous. Plus, the company is starting this 2.0 shit. This ship doesn't ( Read more... )

 If you've met me or known me in the last, I'd say two to three years, then you know that I don't lie. I hate it. I used to lie all the time, it was fun, and easy, and I got away with everything... except that I never got away with anything. It always came back to bite me in the ass and ended up four hundred times worse then it could have been. I ( Read more... )

brief update of the road trip:
1) Oklahoma city monutment
2) Fantastic Caverns
3) St. Louis
4) Chicago
5) Rock and Roll Hall of fame
If you want details I'll tell you

How is this my life? How am I saving my ex's friends in parking lots and making out with others? How is this my life?
It's 4:30 in the fucking morning... how is this my life?