you never see the hard days in a photo album...
but those are the ones that get you from one happy snapshot...to the next...

have you ever been so to the end of your rope with something, but you aren't quite sure if letting go is the correct thing to do. maybe you should just hang on to your rope? i feel exhausted with a situation. i'm in constant frustration with it, and i just do not know how to go about fixing it. i'm not even sure it can be fixed. maybe going home ( Read more... )

i hate my life...shoot me, please

there is this something...
i've been wanting for three years...
and its really close now...
almost done...
and i'm happy...
but now that its starting...
i feel...slightly overwhelmed...
not in a bad way...
but in a...wow...how will i ever get everything done way...
its kinda strange...

so i have a job again...two jobs :( and :) this is good and bad ( Read more... )

i do not know what is more sad...

that i've seen 205 of those movies off the damn list going around...

that i actually took the time to mark and count them...

or that i've seen "killer klowns from outer space"...

the older ladies from the library come to jazzman's every day around nine...i think its fun to notice how everyone has their own little routines...

i am very tired today...

i have an extremely HUGE exam in little less than an hour and a half...

if i don't do well...the semester is over for me...it's that important...

i HATE video games...a lot...

is there a point to all of this???

send it in a letter...
make yourself feel better...

TEN FIRSTS:

First Best Friend: Ethan Miller...

First Hamster: never had one :(

First Piercing: my ears in i was five in daytona, fl.

First Crush: Andrew Grills...haha...I was like five...

First CD: The Lion King Soundtrack...

First Car: '92 Ford Escort...

First Love: Mickey Estep...for definite...

First Stuffed Animal: Angel Bunny

NINE LASTS

Last ( Read more... )