hey. Wow, long time no update. Well, I was dating Paul.......but i donno it was different. But the whole committment thing scared me. But we're still friends, and god knows what else is going to happen. He's been so good to me, because I'm a confusing bitch. I'm just so bad at relationships. What else....the school work has gotten ( Read more... )

hey all. Yeh, wow last entry was depressing...wow. So umm yeah, thurs. nite my tires got slashed. I'm (along with the cops) 95% sure it wasn't anything personal....i mean 11 other cars got their tires slashed too. It was only 2, but it was a huge pain in the ass, and umm yeah a lil expensive. I missed 2 and a half hours of work...that fuckin ( Read more... )

So I think I've hit rock bottom. And I've acknowledged it. I went to a party Friday night, & one of my residents showed up, whom i am friends with. Yeh, I was drunk. And when he came, I left. THEN the one night incidents decide to occur on my floor, they did. So I told my staff members i had a lil to drink and I cannot handle anything, I did ( Read more... )

hey. Damn. I haven't written in like 2 months.. So yes. I'm an RA now. To be honest, I really like it. I'm not much different than the people I live with..except that well, I am older..and mature. It does have its super bad moments..but what job doesn't? But wow, i must say......... i love having my own room...i can like sleep in the nude.. ( Read more... )

I'm back in Lowell...thank god..and about time lol. It's been good..I've seen a few people..thats been good for the most part. I have my own room...it's HUGE. I love it. I have a job interview today,, and will is gonna give my computer some emergency surgery lol. I just feel so free...away from the bullshit....and time for new bullshit to form ( Read more... )

So yep..summer is like over, and in 2 days I'm headin back to Lowell. I am so excited. I mean yeah I have a lot of shit to do, but I donno, I feel more right being there than NY rite now. My summer, was okay. I hate to say this but the best part of it was when I quit my job at Benchmark aka BITCHmark. I was somewhere where i was just so ( Read more... )

Everyone it's official...I took OUT my tongue ring!!!!!

18 more days till i go back, and this is just when my summer is starting to pick up. I've been talking with jonathon...im really fucking pissed, b/c im starting to maybe like him???? And im going back to school, and he's gonna be in ny, but o well, a nice ny boy to come home to is nice...and other johnathon too...ooooooooo yes, with the blonde ( Read more... )

hello all. So this weekend has consisted of work. Work was okay..got hit on by some random 50 year old men.....it was honestly one of the funniest things i had ever experienced. But i did sell them a bunch of shit by pretending to be all sweet and flirty even though im just a plain cold hearted bitch who just wants to sell her shit. hehe. I <3 ( Read more... )