Stayin clean.

[lion_heart_john]

Man ive been clean for like a month. Biatch, and what, im clean as a whistle. i have been thinking of smoking during christmas break tho, only one time, and i think i would make that one of my new rules too. I am allowed to smoke on holiday's or breaks ^_^ but i dont know man, weed has been the biggest struggle of my life merely because it seems

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hiya..

[sexy_loser30]

Hey loser! >.< ya gotta stay clean! and i'm sure you'll find the perfect grl for you ^_^ oh and if u don't mind i would like to read one of your poems or songs.....i write poems too =)well i g2g ttyl *hugs*! lol
-Mariel-

[meltiny0urm0uth]

damn, still clean. Congrats. I'm surprised you don't have a new love interest though, well someone will come up. But I thought you were already whore-dude getting head by random people **cough** sally **cough**

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[lion_heart_john]

LOL!!!
shhhhhhhh! no one knows about that ^_^
ya know what really sucks tho, im still crazy about maria,
but i cant put it in my journal because theres that slight chance she'd get on and read my journal. HOW CAN I NOT LIKE HER, man, i was hanging out with her today after school and it just hit me i goddamn still like her alot, even when i know i had to leave i wanted to stay there longer but i needed to go, and she was like dont go... it sucks so much man, i really feel like shit right about now.
i cant tell her, shell just get wierd on me, and i cant really blame her, before i was obsessed with her. now i just love her...how could I? i mean, how after all this time can i still love this girl!! what the fuck is wrong with me?!?! .....
whatever.

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[evilmasterkitti]

hey john.
i cant sleep. i was supposed to say something to mariel for chris but i dont know if i should. well w/e. my head hurts.
rasta lives.

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[sexy_loser30]

i'd like to kno plz =)