Well I am sick ! My throat hurts and I am all achey. Anyway I went And saw Craig again lastnight. I am seriously going to have to stop seeing him I cannot handle this anymore. I am sick of this shit. Talking to him is like talking to a child and I am to tired to keep crying. I am sick and tired of of this fucking merry go round. I need to get off ( Read more... )

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That seems appropriate. I feel like at this time in my life and am at this huge crossroads. My spirit is waiting to move on to change and my old self is dying hard and hanging on. I am screaming inside just let it all go . I am looking forward to a day in the future where I am not depressed and pissed and crying even though I don't want to cry ( Read more... )

For some reason I had all my dates set a year ahead and didn't know it. So Evertime I would try to do an entry it wouldn't allow me to. Luckily my friend Momgoddess is a computer genius and she fixed it for me.

I think I am pregnant! I saw my exes parents today they were in the mall shopping. Joe tony's dad said that he was a loser and that he wished that he would get his life straight. That was pretty neat. He said that tony has had like 10 girlfriends that he's known about and they all say the same thing I can't put up with his shit anymore. Well that ( Read more... )

The day started fine until I got to work.Ihave a low level of acceptance today. I Am looking forward to being off tommorow. My feet stink. Random yes. I have to clean them b/c they are driving me crazy. Iam requred to wera nylons at work they make my feet sweat which makes my feet stink. I think my medecine is making me sweat heavily I never use to ( Read more... )

I went to see the chippendales lastnight. Oh my God. Steamy! I cannot believe that they were so hot and that I actually enjoyed it that much.I am human. It was a rally good time.
Well I shall be getting ready for soon. I am at a loss for words. If any of you gals get a chance to go see the chippendales it's worth it. Just for kicks!!!!!!!

I am posting like mad I cannot believe I started writting again it's been so long I have all this emotion so much to say. Too much to say but never enough. I am getting healthy ( Read more... )

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Things are looking up. Besides the fact that I was an hour late to work the morning. I got my final warning by the way. I have no more leway. Anyway I am devises a new plan to get into management. I am really excited about this I know I can do it. And God has given me the talent to sell. I am going to use it for all it is worth you know I am really ( Read more... )