alienation

Nov 17, 2010 12:57

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acrazyraven November 17 2010, 20:00:10 UTC
*hugs you*
Maybe you just need to learn to move on. Maybe start looking for other people? A little mourning isn't uncommon but you shouldn't mourn things forever.

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lioninmaple November 23 2010, 15:14:28 UTC
Ah, my little raven, you are such a great friend.

I think the thing is that I mourn perhaps what the lady was. I think she has changed a lot from the woman I loved, maybe through medication, counselling or friends advice. She truly was beautiful in more ways than words could ever say, but for whatever reason she cut me dead/ moved along. I'm just wondering if being loved so much was maybe too much for her.
What I have figured is that I need to love someone, as well as be loved. Not the case where I am. I am lucky to be loved perhaps, but that alone is not enough.
Someone I know came up with a quote this last week, 'It's not about getting what you want, but wanting what you get.' and personally I think that is sad beyond belief. It's basically saying don't hope, don't dream, don't aspire.
I dream. BIG :)
Hugs right back at you! xx

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