Dawn finally breaks on this mood swing of mine. I know my last two entries were pissy and nutso. I've started keeping a written journal again, and I'm a little surprised at how negative it is from page to page. My "journaling" process is basically lancing a boil ( Read more... )

If I'm getting ugly on the inside, I need to become better-looking to keep things in balance. All-this or all-that isn't natural.

On the job front: Cross your fingers for me to wind up at Compassion International, a relief organization not far from home. I have to update my resume from Sanskrit. How do I put "KALAKHHLHHH" into Powerpoint?

I'm sick of letting myself down I'm sick of disappointing other people I'm sick of writer's block I'm sick of writer's block I'm sick of writer's block *I'm not sick of regret because guilt gives me restraint* I'm sick of my own arrogance I'm sick of being more afraid to succeed than to fail I'm sick of being jealous of so many people who are ( Read more... )

Ten years ago yesterday, Angela and I got married.  Best fucking thing I could've done with my life.  She is my light in the black hours.  We'll give it another 40 or so.

A) Four jobs I have had in my life ( Read more... )

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE ( Read more... )

Angela and I attended this year's Mercymeet (our fourth). We got a there a little late to join
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Right now I'm in the thick of "Overtime in Overdrive", an overtime initiative on par with the Bataan death march ( Read more... )

We have caved. Our Luddite stoicism has lapsed. We got cell phones ( Read more... )

Jay Leno had George Carlin on (one of my all-time favorites), and then Ann Coulter. I don't hate Ann Coulter as much as everyone around me seems to, but I greatly enjoyed seeing those two together ( Read more... )