i thought i wasn't going to let this bother me.

[lipbomb]

i just had the worst bus ride home imaginable. i thought i would be productive today to try and get my mind off of this sudden hole i feel in my heart, but it backfired. i cleaned out my desk drawers at work and found a stash of letters from venus. from back when we used to write eachother everyday and our nice companies would mail them to

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[when_yr_amazing]

i wish that i had something like that. but i'm a boy, so i can't be emotional, not like that.. :\

[lipbomb]

you DO have something like this...c'mon ryan, i have heard soooooooo many stories about the adventures of ian and ryan! bus rides, people discussing food, long walks home, trains, f*ed up feet in ditches, hardcore shows (blagh), that dance thing ian does with his feet out the window during that song (i no know which one), working at the theater stories, moonwalking..see you have it too! and i know if you were on the verge of losing it, or had already lost it, you'd be just as emo as me! <3

[when_yr_amazing]

this is true.. thank you.