SONIA! no no no....you mustn't feel this way! You are a bright girl. While things may all seem wrong and upsetting, you drudge thru and better things will come.
I often feel like I have run outta luck, too. I'm sorry, hun.
I do lourve you and hope that things will get better thru your eyes.
thank u SO MUCH for your support... I feel lonely as hell. I was always full of energy,smiling girl. I'm not the same person anymore. I EXTREMELY miss my dad. I can't find a place for myself and I'm in pain because of this guy. so sad.
Yeah, your dad passing musta been the roughest thing ever. I remember how depressed you got when it happened. It's the shtytyest thing when shty happens. However, I think you dealt with the whole situation really well (I don't REALLY know but from what I gather in these journals).
Being lonely is a sucky feeling, indeed. I often feel alone, but I always make the best of it somehow. Hopefully you can do the same before it gets to you even more...cuz it always does.
Guys suck. My ex who I was in louuurve with ended up being gay...LOL...but hey...it's tragic when you invested soo much time and energy in it and loved them soOo very much. Shocking. For a time I swore off guys after finding out, and perhaps I still do, but I realize I am young and that I'll meet many more wonderful people...as you will tooo.
I'm all lecturing or something. haha...sorry if it seems that way. I r eally hope things get better for you, tho. You deserve to have some happiness with everything that has happened.
I just wanted to THANK YOU for all these words....it means so much to me! u have no idea how much! I'm going thru real hell now and I need a lil bit of love,patience and aa person who'd be interested in me and my life.who would care. I'm tryin' to act normal after my dad's death b/c I don't want people to think that i want them to u know, have mercy on me.but sometimes it's so hard.they don't understand that on a party or in school I act normal but when I'm getting home I'm depressed and I'm crying.people are weird sometimes.
i hope you feel better soon sonia, i hate seeing you feeling so awful. 2 years ago i hit an all time low of my life and i felt like nothing would ever be the same again & that i could never be happy again, and i just pray that you dont hit the low that i did because it is not a fun expirience =(
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I often feel like I have run outta luck, too. I'm sorry, hun.
I do lourve you and hope that things will get better thru your eyes.
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I feel lonely as hell.
I was always full of energy,smiling girl.
I'm not the same person anymore.
I EXTREMELY miss my dad.
I can't find a place for myself and I'm in pain because of this guy.
so sad.
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Being lonely is a sucky feeling, indeed. I often feel alone, but I always make the best of it somehow. Hopefully you can do the same before it gets to you even more...cuz it always does.
Guys suck. My ex who I was in louuurve with ended up being gay...LOL...but hey...it's tragic when you invested soo much time and energy in it and loved them soOo very much. Shocking. For a time I swore off guys after finding out, and perhaps I still do, but I realize I am young and that I'll meet many more wonderful people...as you will tooo.
I'm all lecturing or something. haha...sorry if it seems that way. I r eally hope things get better for you, tho. You deserve to have some happiness with everything that has happened.
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I'm going thru real hell now and I need a lil bit of love,patience and aa person who'd be interested in me and my life.who would care.
I'm tryin' to act normal after my dad's death b/c I don't want people to think that i want them to u know, have mercy on me.but sometimes it's so hard.they don't understand that on a party or in school I act normal but when I'm getting home I'm depressed and I'm crying.people are weird sometimes.
I LOVE U GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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i hate seeing you feeling so awful.
2 years ago i hit an all time low of
my life and i felt like nothing would
ever be the same again & that i could
never be happy again, and i just pray
that you dont hit the low that i did
because it is not a fun expirience =(
i love you and take care, okay??
p.s. you still havent actually added me lol
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