MY SILLY NOTES

[lipgl0ssity]

I decided to put this in my journal too:

Do you ever notice how people have different ways of dealing with pain?  Like some people just blurt out things they know are going to make people feel akward because people as a human race are so silly they are going to feel akward about it either way.  <<<  me.  Have the time people just pretend like they

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[digressionqueen]

Personally, I've always admired the fact that you'll just come right out and say what's going on/what you're thinking/feeling. My problem is I so rarely do say when something's wrong because 1. I feel it's not worth the inevitable conflict 2. I've had bad experiences with close friends treating me differently/badly after hearing me relate something personal 3. Sometimes, people's responses can make it worse and 4. I don't like people to know how weak/scared/etc. I truly am

[lipgl0ssity]

You always have something great to say, and never make things worse. I fluctuate from blurting things out like an asshole and totally hiding everything for the very same reasons you described.

YOU are awesome, always. I will never treat you differently if you want to tell me something and I hope I never have.

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[digressionqueen]

No, you definitely never have. And actually, sometimes when I feel like I'm suffocating with everything I need to say and can't, I try to think of people I could talk to and you always come to mind because you're wonderful and non-judgemental. While I still need work to get to the point where I tell people things, you'd be surprised how many times I got comfort out of knowing there was at least one person who I could talk to. One of the many reasons that you are awesome.