jons breakup...

[lipglossandblk]

Here i am the morning after, i feel like the deadest thing in the world...he broke my heart but i didnt think it would cause actual physical pain. it does ive found out. i regret not doing the things i should have in order to keep him, more than anything i regret that. he says he still wants to be my friend, but to me hell always be something more

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[ageofocteen]

You're sitting next to me right now! you know why? BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT DEAD. and if you ever fucking kill yourself.....well...
I would be very very very sad :(.

There are so many boys out there, most of them suck. But as we learned last night...there are two kinds. You have to find the first kind. Then they wouldn't hurt you like that and seem so apathetic about it.

P.s. you are a very pretty girl.

[lipglossandblk]

thanks i guess...my suspiciousness about jon seeing another girl are broadening...hes idle on aim but not away, and he always has an away message up when hes not on...what if theyre doing stuff..AHHH i cant take it!!!!

[ithrewthemtosea]

I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER.

you are a top notch girl and you should be proud that you are so awesome.

[lipglossandblk]

i think he was cheating on me...thanks i guess, why do i always fet crummy guys then?

[ithrewthemtosea]

bad luck, same reason elena hasnt found someone amazing yet.

you are both awesome girls and will find cool guys soon enough.

[lipglossandblk]

well...elenas too damn picky!! lol all i want is someone who gives a damn, and who will go to shows with me, and makes me feel awesome whenever im around them. well there are a few more but thats the core of it i guess. wow this morning i spelt "get" wrong! haha