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[liplock]

Hi. I drove on the freeway to get to the library to check email and I did just fine. I am driving a white toyota avalon with a cd player and it is smoooth. I am having a very hard day. I cried today. I feel like a kid again-- those kids make me feel like a kid. It is, for the most part, very very good. To feel like a kid. But not for the

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[vinyl_sunshine]

I learned a lot in the two years I was babysitting the girls I always babysat, but I think the most important thing is to realize that NOTHING is perfect when kids are involved, and though they are small they are very very capable of creating small scale catastrophies. This being said the only thing you can really do is try to fix it however possible and get on with stuff, don't take it personally, because it's not your falut and it's not their fault either.
Funny story, in one day, Amber(older girl) dropped the cat into their toilet, and then about ten minutes later we were making kool-aid and Brandy splilt a huge container of sugar all over the floor. Then about ten minutes before I was supposed to leave Brandy peed her pants. I'm not sure it could have been much worse.
I hope things get better, the longer you are there the more comfortable you will be, but you knwo this already.
Happy birthday!!

[defiantwords]

i just turned nineteen and i still feel small and clumsy. sigh.

i hope it's sunny and beautiful where you are.

[bufferoverflow]

it'll all get better sweetheart, i promise :) this will be an awesome experience for you, and i can't wait to hear from you again! good luck in all you do my dear, i'm sure you'll leave your mark on oh so many people. you always do :)