rambling

[lips_heart_hips]

so often i wrestle with myself over how i want to feel instead of trying to discover how i really feel. ive noticed that when my day is going poorly, i keep on muttering through it "until i have time," instead of stopping right then and bringing myself together

Comments

[promqueen_me]

it wasnt just you. i know you arent the only one who drank it and im not mad at just one person.or anyone for that matter. im mad that i supplied my one fifth to 7 or 8 people no including myself. i just think when we do stuff like that it needs to be planned out way better and people need to help pay or buy their own or w.e ya know. and its not that i wasnt willing to share its just that i only got 4 shots out of it and to me i think its kinda rediculouse. becuz honestly im sure someone, i dontk now who, but someone had more of my own alcohol then me.

[stop_startagain]

we should hang out.

[lips_heart_hips]

we should. whats your aim?

[stop_startagain]

and it is a mess

[chinkeyeblonde]

that was a very emotional entry and i respect your point of view in every way, but then again your making me out to sound like some big huge bitch who planted herself in your life.
and in a way you are the "younger sister" to me.
its not my fault i have no parents, they should have thought before sqeezing me out, but it is classic that all life is unfair and you dont get to choose before your born.

i am lucky to have a friend like you and i wish you could look past all the dramatic bullshit.
yeah i live in the motherfucking living room on a twin-size airbed.
my life isint exactly perfect either.
what matters is that we all stay close because highschool can really tear friendships apart.

[lips_heart_hips]

i wasnt making you out to be anything. i was simply stating how i felt, and honey i do look past all the dramatic bullshit. i spend my life ignoring it. not that that is important. i want everything to work out. and im not saying i dont want you there, i love you there. the space is just so small i need some air and space. we all need space. nobody is perfect, nothing is. and im not trying to make it that way. i cherish the imperfections. we grow from them. i love you louise and i just want us all to be slightly happy.
<3