my boyfriend, my first love, can now add "EX" to the front of his title. its kinda sad because i have loved this guy since the first day i met him, inyet we still couldnt make things work out. im starting to get confused on how to get into a "long term" relationship. it didnt work out with the transission from friend to boyfriend, that lead to ( Read more... )

so my boyfriend and my mom are freaked out that i will yet again dump this guy for another. my mom thinks this new/old guy is "the one" for me. dont get me wrong he's a sweet heart, but i dont think he trusts me, and that bugs me. im just meant to date, i like dating. i like going out with a whole bunch of different guys... its a lot less stress, ( Read more... )

my boyfriend is pissing me off.

Until the day I die ( Read more... )

first impressions of the next day: a hornet repeating its sting. worn out, woke up. pull out, pull up you think... is it always gonna end this way? scratching names off the phone list. is it what you take or what we give away? that makes your heart feel less homeless? you've only pushed the splinter deeper in. another hook in your lip, losing ( Read more... )

( am i ever satisfied with anything??? )

im a love junkie

was reading my boyfriends profile, and he had this questionaire about himself, and one of them said,
"have you ever been in love" he said no. i was thinking how i would be able to answer that question. i would probably say,

( Define Love )

today my aunt came over and kept talking about how perky my breast are, and my pear figure, and to never let it go. i love ego boosts like that!

i just got back from my first (and mos def not last) date with justin! ^_^ we doubled up with his best friend and his girlfriend and it was so much fun!! before he got to my house though i was really flushed. my checks were red and i was very nervous i guess?? when he got there though we just clicked! we went to go see anapollo-lop-olis whatever ( Read more... )

is it wrong that i've moved on