last night was so fucking shitty. every time i looked at you my smile faded. every time i could feel you watching me, i stopped having fun. just know that everything i do is for you. why would i do something to hurt you, you've done nothing but helped me. i called you every night crying the first week we were together. i called you in a drunken ( Read more... )

"things will get better - i promise. good luck"

thank you. <3

the bigger the bed, the more room between you and i.

so ... i decided i wanted to pull an amee mcduffy and pierce my lower monroe, cause i think it looks really pretty. [a lot prettier than a regular monroe] and i already have like .. a beauty mark up there on the right side of my upper lip ... so ... i tried to take some cute pictures so you could see it but you have to look real hard, cause it's ( Read more... )

so today, i went to the mall with joe for a few hours, and then later in the night mike and patrick came to get me cause they had to go to ledos and pick up their 30 dollars worth of mozzerella sticks. my dad met mike, afterwards he goes - "does your dad just let you hop in the car with guys he's never met? i hope your dad thought good things about ( Read more... )

my plans for the week

monday: july 18th
head up to damascus with joe.
might hang out wtih justin paulman.

tuesday: july 19th
definitely hang out with justin.
hit me up if you wanna do something.

wednesday: july 20th
jason comes home. WHOOT!!
date with sean - cause i miss him so much.

thursday: july 21st
JASON & CHIPOTLE.

friday: july 22ndteddy ( Read more... )

( meet me tomorrow )

i kind of just wanna write this to get the record straight. because i'm tired of people talking, and i realized, ever since i started hanging out with people in the scene, my life has become a lot more negative than it is when i'm hanging out with my other friends. people talk - yeah i get that, but what's the fucking point? are you so tired of ( Read more... )