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Sinner.
I have this tendency to push people off their edge, emotionally and mentally. I just need proof of love, because everybody says you can't explain it. This is me being very extremely insecure and selfish. But then again......for the people I really love, I'd do everything and anything for them. Or maybe I won't. Maybe I'll just leave. "If you love ( Read more... ) -
Un.
Was supposed to meet weeds 15mins ago at the park/playground downstairs but I passed. As usual. Feeling quite unsociable and uneasy and unhappy and un....everything recently. My mother called from Bangkok just now and she was like mega excitedly saying "I bought you another pair of haiavanas!!! It's pink!!!!" hahahahahhaha why so cute. My father ( Read more... ) -
U.
I'd much rather be somewhere with you. The things I'd actually do. You really have no clue, or do you? How do you express your feelings out to someone? Lol no. Do you really think I'm that stupid to actually risk putting myself upfront for disappointment? Love keeps disappointing me. I (still) want you but what's the probability of you wanting me ( Read more... ) -
Less.
I always say the wrong things at the wrong time. Or rather, I don't put enough emotions into what I'm saying. Especially if it's via technology. The only time I express myself fucking clearly is when I'm super excited and I start spamming exclamation marks like !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No seriously......Other than that, I just sound so like..... ( Read more... ) -
zzz
Waiting for my retarded laptop to finish downloading AVA rn omg that stupid fps game that my cousin got me addicted on. Sorry gaiz, noob fps game for noob girls (btw I really need to get my hands on L4D). The download is so slow it's not even funny. I h8 this stupid damned laptop. And I desperately wanna change it but I'm still deciding between ( Read more... ) -
Fragments.
My urges to go running are always coming at weird timings, like now. Instead of going for a jog this evening, I took a nap. I'm so awfully tired. This whole "one little healthy meal a day + snack" thingy isn't working, still a fatass, I should just quit eating. Omggggg I miss fried food and sweet drinks and chocolate and rice and everythingggg so ( Read more... )
