im sick of feeling like im 42 years old when im only seventeen.

im sick of "love"
im sick of boyfriends.
im sick of school
and most of all
most of all
im sick of you. im sick of thinking about you im sick of reading your live journal im sick of hearing your name im sick of saying your name im sick of pictures im sick of notes im sick of you.i hate ( Read more... )

i dont want to say how i feel anymore.

im such a fuck up.

"you know that you are so beautiful, that whole thing about you liking the sky for some reason has gotten me to like you more because it is so beautiful, I dont know why thats just how it makes me feel. Cause when I was little I used to stare at the sky while riding in the car and when i was outside I just thought and still do think its just so ( Read more... )

Sad little boy,
I know you get confused
But everyone goes through
these trials of truth and self-abuse
When you're selfless you're so hard not to adore
When you're selfish, I just love you even more >
I want to help you, but you've got to say the words:

"I want to be cured."

This house is a hole that you could never filli dont like ( Read more... )

There's no mystery no more, just no talking to you
Guess you had other things in store
Guess I felt I was through
I answered every question as accurately as I could
I don't hear from you no more, but I get the message
You crashed your car through my front door, I pulled you from the wreckage
You told me that you missed me ( Read more... )

warped tour was so fucking awesome ( Read more... )

by the way.

headfirst for halos

is a fucking awesome song.
makes ya want to jump all voer tha hizzouse.
for rizzeal.

shit.
i like my chemical romance. i do i do.

pirates of the carrabian was an awesome awesome movie.
johnny depp makes it really good. sweet.

**********warped tour tomorrow***********

i havent read anybody say anything about that yet, totally surprising.

and im thinking about you more than i should.

kt should call me and tell me what we are doooing tomorrow.

kt cut my hair
kt dyed my hair
i peirced kt's ear
i peirced my ear
twice
again

picture? sometime maybe.

jackson durain hubbard is coming over my hizzouse to keep me company. cool dawg. hes a cool kid, you guys should know. sweet.