i am unknown to you and i think im lost...surfersaurusSeptember 13 2004, 10:54:59 UTC
God damn this brain of mine. It won't let me sleep. It wants to work in overtime, driving me closer to the cliff's edge of madness. It aims to destroy me. I'm lying in bed trying to sleep and I can't stop thinking about shit I need to do, write, say. I'm trying to process this out through writing, so bear with me, if you will. It's like a splinter in my hand or bile on my stomach that I just need to force out in order to feel comfortable. I want to shut it off, but I drive around in circles in my head when I try to idle my thoughts. I've got so much shit on my mind I just need to vent. I've got class tomorrow morning, actually this morning in like six hours. I'm trying to figure the words I plan to use when explaining to my journalism professor that the reason for my absence in his class last Wednesday was incarceration. Then, I've got all these ideas looming around in my head that I want to pitch to the newspaper and see if they'll let me write. Fuck, I'll take over if they'd let me. I've got interviews and stories lined
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