So...all is well today...   I have no exams today.. but I do have to work.    Alas.  Allison is leaving for England (and not taking me with her, I might add..   :::cries:::) on Tuesday, and I watched movies with her last night...  so I thought I'd go Christmas shopping with her this afternoon.  :)  Of course, I won't be buying anything, and I'm ( Read more... )

We went shopping today.  APB adopted a family for Students for Students, which is an organization.  Our family is a single mother of two.  She is 18, and has a 5 yr old, and a 3 yr old.    ..and here I'm thinking...  HOLY COW.    It's amazing.  I mean, really.  Can people not control themselves long enough to get out of middle school without having ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I've written, and in a way, I have avoided it. Sometimes for fear I'll write something I don't mean, sometimes to spare whoever is reading this the pain of reading something so mundane, so redundant,... I'm looking for a word, here... so...boring. Ugh. Well, the same things seem to arise over and over, and I find ( Read more... )

Well, I helped Sam move into his apartment this morning.  It gave me an overwhelming sense of accomplishment.  :)  Wow.  I feel awesome when I help people..it's a rush that I can't explain.  It makes me so happy to know that I contributed to something that would have been so much harder alone.  :)  Yea.   Now I am off to work, and I am staying with ( Read more... )

...I'm really worried about Jared.   He wasn't mean at all today OR yesterday. It was really weird.  He was acting lethargic, and had a glazed look about him.  :::wrinkles eyebrows:::    He gave me three hugs...   (not that I'm complaining any, it's just out of the ordinary...)  He's extremely sleep deprived.  He really needs to quit that 3rd shift ( Read more... )

"I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do, I do not do, but what I hate- I do. And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree the law is good. As it is, it is no longer I, myself, who do it, but it is sin living in me. I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature. For I have the desire to do what is good, but I ( Read more... )

I have been very sick today.  I've made myself sick.  I've got to stop this.  I'm becoming like my mother.  Worrying about everyone, and getting too involved.  I don't need it all.  I refuse to do so any more.  :)  I shall be concerned with me, and that shall be enough.  :) 

I've often been afraid to write things here, as well...  what if someone I have written about reads this entry?...  and then it struck me.  You have the option of making this entry private.  ...a point I should excersise more often.  However, I don't, and it seems to me that if you're going to mill about on this journal site, then you've taken it ( Read more... )

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Casey's here.  :::le sigh::    Well, I missed my first night with him.. only got 2 hours my second night with him....  and last night, it was Grand Illumination downtown.  More of company, company, company.  I got to see Terrance, so that was a grand highlight.  :)   Well, I should be grateful for the few hours I have had.  Today's my last, and so ( Read more... )