when the sky finally falls, if you're holding me
i can die finally knowing it ends peacefully

i wish i could just go wherever i want whenever i want, do whatever i want whenever i want, never have to worry
it's all i do, worry
worry about everyone else, never myself
usually i can reason with myself, talk myself out of behaving unreasonably
there's no reason to worry, it doesn't help anything, worrying is a waste of time.
i wish i could stop.
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i'm sad far too often
i cry more than i used to
and way too easily
i don't know what's going on
i miss.

i miss being close with everyone who i used to be. i miss hanging out with everyone, i miss having sleepovers. i miss having fun and being silly. i miss my friends.

somebody help and fast and please. i'm tired of flakes.

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Rest in peace, Oliver.
you were good.

<3

i'm living off of
+coffee
+modest mouse
+magic headphones
+harry potter

i miss my camera :(

i miss.
ohh so much.
i feel like a bad person for wanting to go home so badly.
i do love my grandparents, just there's only so much i can take of my grandma repeating herself over and over and so loudly. 
and i miss.

summer!
squeeze!
<3

i'm a kleptomaniac
it's funny though.

we're going to make so much money!
i don't even know when i've ever cared about having money, but it sounds fun.

3.5schooldays.
AAAWYEUEH!

in approximately 1 hour and 15 minutes

a heavy load is scheduled to be lifted off of my shoulders