I haven't been in much of a writing mood lately.. so I'll just update with something funny I found ( Read more... )

good day at work
good visit with drew
going to clean
that is all...

well, I *just* got in the door... long day, today. grimy day too, we got into some old bug crap and dirt. ick ( Read more... )

well, climbing out of this depressive funk, finally. lasted a bit longer than I thought it would, but there were some problems that surfaced that I need to deal with. feeling like my life lacks direction could be whats causing all these serious depressive funks I seem to get into. I feel like I don't belong anyhere is the problem. I have my ( Read more... )

well, today I find myself in a strange sort of mood. I feel completly unmotivated. I don't know what I want to do, I don't even know how to figure out what I want to do, or whats important to me. I find myself not able to follow my own advice when it comes to feelings like this. I feel inadiquate, for anything in any way. I don't believe in ( Read more... )

well, today was less than stellar... I ended up getting a bad headache at work.... tylonol didn't even work. I'm feeling better emotionally than I was last night... every once in a while it builds up and boils over and gets me depressed... I'm still having a bit of an emotional backlash from last night, though.but it's upwards from here, at least ( Read more... )

well, I guess it's about time to update this thing again. sorry to everyone (or anyone) who reads this, i just haven't had much motivation to do much of anything lately. I've been keeping up with work, and that's about it. I've been feeling very introspective and extremly reclusive over the past few months. I guess it's to be expected, though ( Read more... )

http://etredieu.blogspot.com/2005/06/sisters.html

that's disturbing on more levels than I thought possible from a single story. lol

well, this has been a pretty easy-going week as far as work goes. we've been working at my sister's place intalling some windows and we need to be out of there by 1:30 so Raine can have his nap. it's nice that she got those windows though. the bedrooms were too dark before with their long, narrow windows that hardly let any of the minimal light ( Read more... )

I get the feeling that I'm being too unreasonable about some things that I said in my last post. I need to look after myself a little bit better emotionally. I want to keep my heart open to new possibilities, but I have no idea where to draw the line. it feels like i have to do all the work in initaiting any sort of decent contact with my ex, ( Read more... )