hey....not alot of presents. but that isnt why christmas sucks... mom and matt got into a huge fight. now matt is mad at my grandparents and everyone is all torn up. we might move to colorado. me and my mom that is. but who knows. i want to, i guess. it would be easier to get away from all the drama here. but i would miss a very select few people. ( Read more... )

yea so i have nothing to really say about disneyland, it was fun, i had fun, but i dont want to bore you with details. emily is over right now. my dog got me up at 5 so i walked her and she like pulled me all around the apartments and it was icky. i took a shower but now my hair is drying all weird like so i have to go put on new pants and put on ( Read more... )

the last few days have been like umm fun and shitty all at the same time. interesting....really.... i went to disney land with sally. interesting we had fun we met a guy named aaron from tucson...wow from here...wow....yea but he goes to howie and he is my friend toshas ex boyfriend and my friend monikas new boyfriend. he is really nice and we hung ( Read more... )

yesterday was quite possibly the best day of my life, probably not the best but regardless i had alot of fun. first i went to school. fun i had to take a algebra test and my play was also going on so i went and got dressed for the play and did all my stuff with the little kids and then i went to take my algebra test then it was social studies and i ( Read more... )

my day was complete shit....until i got home ( Read more... )

jamie is so nice. i forget i have minutes on my phone when i talk to him. i need to be better about that. he really entertains me though. i dont want him to get me anything for christmas. i dont know what to get him. im so bad at relationships. ok ok ok ( Read more... )

emily is mad at me i dunno why she is the one who left me and im not even mad at her. just a little upset, but now she isnt going on wednesday and once again it will probably hurt my feelings. i told michael to stop telling me what i want because i know what i want and me and jamie are going out now. yay. i am not saying i love him because i dont, ( Read more... )

i said i wasnt mad and i wasnt mad. more hurt. that once again im left alone. my mom told me that i shouldnt expect much anymore so i dont, i expect nothing. if she wants to hang out ok if she wants to do stuff ok but i no longer expect her to do stuff with me. by lowering my expectations i am lowering my chances of getting hurt. i still went to ( Read more... )

yea emily is right. i do like this one guy and yes it is tearing me up inside. i dunno what to do cause i just dunno. forget it i thought i had giving up on guys but then no he comes along and poof its happened again. and yes i am worried about my brother. too much if you ask me. some of the things he is doing right now are so dumb! i wish i could ( Read more... )

i went to winter haven and now im back. and i had fun. there was super hot guys who jen and em called me chicken for not talking to them so i talked to them and they were nice. and it was fun cause they were collecting money for the food bank and i got them five dollars! i was all asking people i didnt know if i could have money lol. it was fun. i ( Read more... )