i hate that i cant talk to my mom about the drama thats going on in our family without breaking down and crying. my mom sat me down today and read to me the emails that her and my auntie beanie have been exchanging, and told me all about their phone calls they've had. i told my mom that i hate my auntie donna. and i hate my aunt kim. but when i ( Read more... )

i hate that now that julie knows that aaron and i both know bill sleeps over, she thinks its cool to like...you know, i dont know how to explain it. she feels like she doesnt have to hide it anymore. like before, she would wait til aaron and i werent around before she'd bring bill upstairs, but now, she brings him up whenever she wants and has bill ( Read more... )

i know that this is really mean to say, but i hate that bill stays the night here all the time. it drives me crazy that julie can get away with stuff like that but if my boyfriend or aarons girlfriend slept over, we'd get in trouble. or kicked out or something. 5 people live here. not 6. and thats the way i see it...he's practically living here, ( Read more... )

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i figured i'd write a new journal while im waiting for my phone thing to work. i bought the motorola phone tools thing so i can put ringtones and pictures on my phone, but i think that the one i got was an older version and thats why its not working, so the drivers are updating now, so hopefully it will work after this. if not, im gonna be really ( Read more... )

how britney spears is still being viewed as an idol and is being allowed to host good morning america is beyond me. america must not watch a lot of vh1. its my opinion that vh1 is single-handedly trying to ruin britney spears career because they've showed that most shocking moments at least 8 times (and ive watched it everytime). the also showed ( Read more... )

my mama told me today that i look like veronica from the archie comics.

best compliment by far.

i'm bored today. and a little lonely. julies with bill, as always. and when i woke up, aaron was gone. i texted him to see where he was at, and he said he was golfing. so i dont know what time he'll be home. i couldnt sleep for the life of me last night. i ended up falling asleep a little after 1, but it wasnt good sleep at all. and then i ended ( Read more... )

8th & ocean looks so good. i cant wait until it starts. i had a great valentines day. my second valentine's day with the love of my life. the love of my life that just so happens to be pitching on friday. i really hope i can go to watch him. i think my mom will let me, if its not raining. and i really hope its not. law & orders on.

jody from the gauntlet has fucking man hands.