Wow, what a night. The most fucking boring edging job because there is no work for my machines. I don't even know if I even want to go to the gym. I don't even know if I want to read the past papers. I may do that and go to bed. I am stressed about my living situation. I need two people to move in so I don't get fucked paying everything myself. I ( Read more... )

Sometimes what I often think about doesn't come out so well as words. I would love to do this better someday. I feel a dark force inside of me, alcohol. Alcohol, something wonderful we have created as from a natural earth process. Something so wonderful yet something that creates a lot of problems for people who cannot control it because it has a ( Read more... )

I AM GOING TO COACHELLA ( Read more... )

What a good day I had today. I wake up in enough time to go hear Dennis Kucinich and wonderful and quite beautiful wife from London with red hair speak. They are both such compassionate people. I can feel good knowing they are sitting in office. His wife spoke once about she was in London getting her masters degree taking a test when 9/11 happened ( Read more... )

Where do I begin? Never before have my thoughts about a woman been so different. There are so many things that are different about us but there are many things that are common between us. One of the things I love most about her is her sense of adventure and travel. She seems all about going out and doing things, in which I do, but never meet people ( Read more... )

I was so afraid to come home tonight from dancing in Brattleboro (of which I did have 3 vodka tonics, but when you have been dancing for a few hours...those drinks feel good and give you one last burst of energy then you feel really exhausted ( Read more... )

Bonjour ( Read more... )

This girl is no good for me. I have attached a liking for her ever since we got to really meet each other and she all about Tori Amos, not that has anything to do the fact she loves Tori and wants me to play more. Just from wanting to be around her I ended up high tonight. It was fine with me I guess. If I didn't get myself into a very sketchy ( Read more... )

Today I feel tired. I don't want to read the newspaper, I want to go to bed. Work was stressful today as I had a problem measuring the SAG on parts. I would measure it then I would measure again and get a different reading. This stressed me out. I try to do the best that I can do when I measure things, most of the time I don't seem to have a ( Read more... )

yes him and his friend making coffee would explain my milk rapidly disappearing and the fact i haven't gotten to use MY OWN FUCKING COFFEE CUPS for the past couple days. they are the travel mugs i use for going to work. luckally I have had a styrofoam one I have been using but the whole fact just annoys me ( Read more... )