If youre wondering why im here, if you saw the unopened towers of mail setting the table with me in the backround, its probably common to worry when i stare at the carrige through the doorway...its all in good intention. The altitude exausts you, but it very well could be the invisible cloud of smoke prying into your lungs while you nap ( Read more... )

It started in panic ( Read more... )

Nothing can revive in me, what its like...to share the present tense with you.

Oh my luck..tonight i cant sleep

put the phone to your chest...and let me hear your heart beat.

and let it sing the song where you love me.

your arms are four-letter lies.

change my heart...and change my name.

i mold face into a pretty shape.

Those cigarettes dont suit ( Read more... )

Everyone has their bags packed with one way tickets to Columbia.

and While i was looking up to you, you were looking down at porcelain.... wondering why those white lines werent her.

Everyone is choosing their last breaths.

and now youre farther away than you ever had planned.

when you got on that plane, they shouldve threw your bags aside....

they ( Read more... )

This morning around 4 i took a good long look at myself.

Last night around 10 i caught a glimpse of next year.

Today couldnt have come at a better time.

Clean slates and acceptance...

I didnt tell you enough.

Like when I saw what it meant to be gorgeous.

Its just a coincidence that it happened to be the first time i saw you.

That was then...

now is ( Read more... )

Its not what you said, Its how you said it.

Its not what you intend, but if you meant it.

That was another hour youll never get back.

when i was holding back hair and drying your mouth.

Everyday bleeds into one.

I'd like to say i know the difference between when i lay my head or raise it.

but i dont.

Every second there is someone tied into ( Read more... )

You were right, i packed the baggage under my eyes.

Theres an image.

The good old days are never coming back.

and who cares if my bed is tiny and never the right temperature.

This is a phase, this is the rut before what ive been killing myself for.

isnt it?

When we were kids all we thought about was growing up.

When we grow, all we see is what we ( Read more... )

I want to go drive around and look at christmas lights...or just do something jolly.

Ive been finding all the things you work up so frequently.

just so you know they'll end up in front of my face.

just like when people leave notes around the house in the most looked at spots.

kind of like the people who love to sit around and hate you.

Give me ( Read more... )

Do we have the time to lay the line between true life, and you in mine.
I want to reel it back before the day when simplicity was washed away.

Pull the wool on my eyes, like a crooked, burnt-out saint.
I believed and soaked in every word you said,
always tasting red hands.
But the fight never ended and we're all here.
Singing loud for revolution, and ( Read more... )

It must be that time of year..you see your breath and it slowly freezes and breaks at your feet.

stay home...theres nothing out there

except seeing the man you admire the most hold back 79 years worth of tears.

sometimes you can see the lies in someones teeth when they smile.

theyve grown up, their wallets are thicker...and thats all that matters.

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