Translation: DRIPPING INSANITY

Apr 27, 2013 02:29

Oh look, I did a thing. It's 2:30 am and I'm tired so I don't know how accurate this is, but:

DRIPPING INSANITY

静けさに滴る狂気に
In the stillness,   my isolation is laughing
赤く濡れた孤独が笑う
drenched in red by dripping insanity
眠りを忘れ明日も見えない濁った目
My muddy eyes can't even see the tomorrow that forgot to sleep

水面を泳ぐ理想 事実に溺れ滲む
The ideal swimming on water's surface   is drowning out the truth

悲しげに何処を見ているの?
Where are you looking, so sadly?
あなたに届かない
I can't reach you
一つずつ裂いた思い出 白い壁に赤く
The memories that tore apart, one by one,   are turning the white walls red

流れてゆくあなたの体温 瞬きを忘れ見つめていた
Your temperature is being washed away   you fixed your gaze upon me, forgetting to blink
微かに残る喪失感 迷いなど無かった
Dimly, that sense of loss remains   there were no doubts

忘れてしまいそう 堪えた痛みも涙も
It seems I can't help forgetting   the pain I endured, and the tears 1

悲しげに何故僕を見るの?
Why are you looking at me so sadly?                        
あなたに手を伸ばし 一つずつ裂いた思い出
I reach out my hand to you   as the memories that tore apart, one by one
宛も無く流れてく
are pouring out, with no destination

Was I wrong?
Don't watch me with sorrowful eyes
Teach it...
Where is the truth?

心を聞かせて
Let me hear your heart
僕は一人だったと
because I was alone
嘘でもいいから
its ok if it was just a lie

何も見ようとしなかった弱き僕への代償
This is compensation for the me who was was weak and didn't try to see anything

すり寄せる頬が冷たくて 吐息も探せない
I want that cheek you used to let me lie close to turn cold   I won't even let you catch your breath
寂しさに慣れてたはずなのに 何故 涙溢れる?
I guess I should have grown used to this loneliness   so   why are these tears overflowing?
一つずつ消えてく思い出 微笑む僕は居ない
One by one the memories are fading   I don't smile at them any more

このまま あなたと僕は孤独
Just like this   you and I are alone

1 I could also be we/you

translation, dripping insanity, division, gazette

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