so devon said he's going home on the
20th and he's coming back january 5th..
so that means i won't see him for christmas
or for new years :/ & he doesn't seem to mind

I want the semester to be over,
but i don't exactly want break.
i think i will be extremely bored
and not do much of anything
hopefully i'm wrong about that

i'm beginning to hate some of the things about myself
and i can't tell if its my fault or not

i haven't posted in awhile. really busy at school ( Read more... )

sometimes i just feel like screaming. and i have a feeling no one would hear me.

i feel so unwanted right now.

i care about him so much, and once again i feel like he doesn't care.
i just want things to be better, like how they use to be in the summer.
i feel horrible. =/

sooo busy, but not busy at all, at the same time. its weird. can't describe it.

i'm back at school ( Read more... )

i am happy with almost everything in my life right now.
and i cannot wait to go back to school.
i just hope everything will continue to be how it is now.
and if it does, i can say that this will be my best school year yet.

i'm about to go insane. the computer is giving me so many problems. its unbelievable. i hate it.
and i miss devon.