I think you should date someone older, someone from the midwest, less educated, open to your kink. Date down. Seriously, I don't have a clue what to tell you, although I could go off on a psycho-babble rant. You seem to be at the core of things, but at the same time are a pretty put together girl. You're complicated, beautiful, sexy, driven. But driven to what, what do you want? You can seem to create any reality you can dream of do just dream a little bigger??
Sorry to hear about your troubles on the subject dealing with relationships and stuff. I guess I'm in a similar situation in regards to finding love. Though, I feel like I'm being rushed to get involved into a relationship by my family since they seem very concerned about me being alone (especially my dad). I don't know why my entire family want to get involved with being a matchmaker, but with my dad I understand since he wants to make sure that I get taken care of. Even though I'm confident I can handle myself I do desire to experience what love is since I never been in any relationship (at all). In the end, whatever obstacles we all face, we can hope we can find someone to spend their entire lives to share their emotions with one another. The one thing I do regret that I wish I did is have balls to say "I love you" to the ones I desire, but the constant fear of rejection is the one that always pop up in my mind. Maybe someday I'll overcome that fear, but for now there are a lot of things that need to be straightened out (like what
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I know a lot of what you're dealing with when it comes to relationships. I thought I knew what love was once, but endings to two relationships has made me rethink this. Im 34. I think around 30 you begin to think about the rest of your life even though you're still young basically.
I dont trust anything with a penis....forget it. However I know there are times when I dont want to be alone, and other times when Im glad I don't have to deal with the small stupid stuff you have in relationships. It can get very confusing....ugggg.
I wish you luck and I hope these feelings pass for you. I know sometimes peoples feelings are worse certain times of the year over there, or so I have been told.
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i think there is a lot of hidden sadness everywhere. at least. in western cultures.
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Gambatte ne!
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I know a lot of what you're dealing with when it comes to relationships. I thought I knew what love was once, but endings to two relationships has made me rethink this. Im 34. I think around 30 you begin to think about the rest of your life even though you're still young basically.
I dont trust anything with a penis....forget it. However I know there are times when I dont want to be alone, and other times when Im glad I don't have to deal with the small stupid stuff you have in relationships. It can get very confusing....ugggg.
I wish you luck and I hope these feelings pass for you. I know sometimes peoples feelings are worse certain times of the year over there, or so I have been told.
Good luck.
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