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i hate the feeling of having wasted time and money. in the case of law school, in many ways, time is money. my parents are paying an awful lot of money to have me go and sleep it all away, or do something equally wasteful with my time, which equals a waste of their hard-earned money ( Read more... )

why is it at some certain times, I want nothing more than to talk to those with which I've lost contact? i could suck it up, lay down my pride, and just apologize. Why the hell can't I do it? I'm stubborn as heck, and I've sprouted so much crap that to start apologizing for it would take me an eternity. Then again, I know the Lord is faithful, as ( Read more... )

It seems that every couple of months, I decide to return to my livejournal. Not because I want to air out my thoughts in a less public way, but because I still find comfort in typing out thoughts and watching them mold themselves into coherency, if that is a word. I love it, it's almost as if the words have a sort of power over me, yet I possessed ( Read more... )

i hate it when i have fat days. it's not like i actively go out and decide to feel like a mound of blubber for a day (or two or three). it's one of those days when you put on that sexy pair of black stilletos you've been lusting after and pair it with the little black dress that you've always wanted but couldn't find (until recently at Marshalls, ( Read more... )

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Trustso he sat behind his natural defenses ( Read more... )

sometimes i cringe at how i've become largely a product of my culture in that i expect people not to give me a straightforward answer. most people usually hedge on both ends before finally settling on "well it really is your decision." i do respect that also in that they respect your own decisions and your capacity to decide for yourself. I've been ( Read more... )

I think that when my back is up against the wall, when circumstances become tense and my feelings become less than cheery, I tend to retreat back to those things that are private and sacred to me. one thing that has definitely changed about me since I was a teenager is just the amount of privacy I value, as well as how often I find myself buried in ( Read more... )

alright, i think one of the things that I honestly have to change about myself is the amount I complain. I fail to realize what a blessing it is to even be applying to law school (getting in is a WAY different story), and to complain just underscores what God is doing on my life, and how far He has brought me so far. There are so many things to ( Read more... )