well everything is shitty. ITs always shitty. I hate my life so much. My so called friends ashton and jordon told me that they were gonna pick me up and we were all gonna go to a show in pensacola tonight. But the show starts in an hour, and they arent answering their phone. Why dosent anyone love me? my parents dont love me, my boyfriend dosent ( Read more... )

well shane has been great lately. Almost too great. Hes been doing all of my chores for me and hes not lazy and the kids tell me that they like him better. My dad is doing daddy stuff with him. Everyone is treating him more like family than they treat me! Im kinda embarrased to say that... Im jealouse! Last night was really bad. MY belemia was ( Read more... )

im the sweet head bangin goofy drummer! WOOOOHHHHH!! find out which one you are!


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oops i did it again. I broke his heart! oh well. Im with this wonderfully good man named shane now, and he drives me crazy. what more could i ask for. sorry its been a while since iv written and all. been really busy. my moms not home right now and shane and i are watching the kids...wink. My friend bret leavese town today, going back up to ( Read more... )

well he still hasent left yet.. of course im not complaining. I love him soo much. Baisically my whole live journal is devoted to him. We just got done jogging, iv gained some weight and i feel really bad about myself, dad called me fat.. BIG SUPRISE! He knows im really sensitive about my weight. IV told him more than 100x and he still appearently ( Read more... )

Well... the hurricane hit... my mom went nuts... but no one seemed to noticed how my heart just had been broken. Jeff left me that thursday... we diddnt break up tho. As the power was out one night i heard a knock on the door and guess who... it was Jeff! I was soo happpy to see him again you could not believe. The goodbye was terrible, and now i ( Read more... )

well havent been doing much this weekend.. marj stayed the night on friday and her and guppy and jeff and i went out to the boardwalk to drink some beer. Then jaeh and amber came and joined us... shortly after we all went over to their place and partyed. Then we went home. That morning marj went home and jeff stayed again. We pretty much did ( Read more... )

Well lately iv just been busy with school and stuff, i joined french honors. Eli quit the band due to the fact that he lives in p-cola now. Iv been thinking about starting another band, but i wanna play hardcore. Jeff thinks that i wont do so good because its not my style. Well guess what. I think my style is changeing. Yesterday i was just toying ( Read more... )

well today jeff and i woke up kinda early and then we went out to destin and walked around the mall a bit. I bought him and i ice cream from this cold stone place. It was pretty good. Shortly after, him and i went to the bass pro shop where we acted like we were british, but the service there really sucked because we got treated like shit... you ( Read more... )

well iv just baisically been concentrating on school and stuff. Jeff told me that hes leaving in a month. Going to cali, Pretty bummed about that but i dont want to dwell on it because thats what made it so hard last time we broke up is the fact that i sat and thought about it all day long so im gonna try and not do that this time, besides im going ( Read more... )