my first time again

[lisatanesa]

i used to be a cutter when i was in highschool. i was dealing with my fathers death and not knowing that i was terrminally ill. i used to carry a razor in my wallet to school and in the bathroom stalls cut myself, put a flannel on and go back to class with blood running down my arm and no one knew it. and i pretended like it was nothing. but inside

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[final_resource]

:( Oh no. Cutting is bad Lisa. Please don't cut yourself. I am can totally understand how you feel though. Sometimes you just want to and you think no one's around, no one has to know, so why not. I love you Lisa and if you ever feel the urge to cut let me know. I have been there too so I know what it is like. I'll be over there in a heartbeat if you ever need me and you can call me 24/7, it doesn't matter where I am or what time it is. I love you girl and I have been thinking about you all week and trying to balance some things out so that we can see each other again soon. Oh hun, I feel like shit now because you cut yourself. I love you Lisa, I don't want want you to be hurting inside as well as out. But I can also understand why you probably did it. I am torn :( :hugs: I love you.

[jimbojones2211]

No one has to know huh...

Wow, you fucked that up.