if my body hadn't cashed in it's chips, we would be farther along. But 6 weeks at full tilt is just too much, and the fibro is *really* making itself heard. It frustrates the hell out of me because I know that trying to *force* my body to do things will actually do real damage and that it isn't going to be reliable enough to do them anyway (I will drop things, which really ought not to be dropped).
I know you *know* this. But it makes me crazy that I can't make it all perfect for you. :( I feel useless. Granted, I mostly feel a lot of pain and kinda ill, but I wish I could make it better for you.
Oh sweetie, you ARE making it better! It usually takes me two weeks of solid work by myself to get to this point, and you are making sure I get fed and figuring out how to accomplish things when my brain just isn't seeing how it will ever be done. Just having a spare pair of hands to take packing material out of my way and someone to talk to makes it all go faster. :)
I may vent the frustrationg and anget and aroo here, but that doesn't mean I'm frustrated with *you*, just with my continued inability to wave my hands and have it all magically whisked into place ala Mary Poppins. ;)
Assuming my back doesn't continue to be cranky and I don't have to do a lot of walking (because the raw spot I made on my heel last week is still healing and a bit cranky), I could maybe come over after my dentist appointment on Friday and help with some unpacking...
A visit from you would be delightful, no matter whether we unpack or not! By Friday, we may be at the point where I call a halt until I can assemble a small team of strong backs. But even if we're at that point, we'll be in a position to relax and socialize, which would do us all a great deal of good. :)
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I know you *know* this. But it makes me crazy that I can't make it all perfect for you. :( I feel useless. Granted, I mostly feel a lot of pain and kinda ill, but I wish I could make it better for you.
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I may vent the frustrationg and anget and aroo here, but that doesn't mean I'm frustrated with *you*, just with my continued inability to wave my hands and have it all magically whisked into place ala Mary Poppins. ;)
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