ok so i was looking on my space and was looking for someone and found the one person i really didn't want to find.. he-who-is-not-worthy-of-being-named!!! i trying so hard not to cry.. i will always love him and i miss him so freakin' much. but i'll tell you this he won't ever get me back once you break my heart thats it!! but why do i still hurt ( Read more... )

so last night i was up at W&M and had a blast.. i'm think i'll end up ging to prom anyway... i think the fact the Ian, Noelle, Mike, Bryan, Izzy....everyone thinks i should go.. their right it just won't be the same without me there and we don't wnat to diprive them of lisa fun! ;)

okies so lisa and miki have a date tonight.. give you all the dirty details later *wink, wink*

Someone please help me! Anyone... OK so Raymond says he doesn't want to be with me anymore but yet he calls to see what i'm doing! I don't understand how I'm supposed to handle this. I love him and he said he loves me but just can't be with me right now. I'll keep myself busy and he'll call. I sleep with the teddy bear he gave me for valentines day ( Read more... )

Ok so I'll never understand how this life works or how I'll get through without going crazy. Things with me and Ray are so much more diffucult that I would have ever liked them to be. He tells me he loves me and everyone knows I love him more than anything in the world but right now we can't be together. When ever either of us have any free time(at ( Read more... )

ok lisa really needs a girls night out... ray dumped me again.... i can't deal with this shit anymore. one day he tells me he loves me and thing are going just fine, then the next we're fighting and he says we want different things out of this relationship and that he wants his space. so lisa wants crazy girl time fun with lots of space for him. ( Read more... )

ok so things are cool again! ray and i are working things out and life isn't as bad as i thought it was. i think things with ray and i are different from every relationship i've ever been in. i do love him more than anything. i miss my busch people lots. i got a new job...lisa's a hotters girl!!! go me! okies time to go. much love too my homies!!

wanting to run away from here... from everything. wanting to find love and not let it run away from me! REALLY wanting him to relize it's ok for him to let me love him. i'd never do anything to hurt him. as if you couldn't tell Ray and i broke up because we both have some issues we need to work out. i love that kid more than ANYTHING in the world. ( Read more... )

ok so boys really suck right now. I love my britty. Mike needs to learn to relize when he has a great thing right in front of him not to let it go because one day it might not come back! stupid boys! ray needs to learn how to talk to me and tell ME how he feels and not my friends because i reather hear it from him than someone else! so if anyone ( Read more... )

LaLaLa... Okies Banana has returned... I have had like the best day ever. Woke up late. Spent like all day with Jessa and my Katieness. Jason too! And now I get to spend the evening with the love of my life! Yeah! Who could ask for a better day!? Huh? Who? Tell me bitch!!!