im sorry im not mad at u i just feel sorry for you.....

so gin bought the coolest lil car and its sooo cute i love it....its been crazy at work this week....yesterday i worked over 12 hours.....i was like dead and plus im sick....so i ended up puking and they sent me home and yelled at me.....but prior to throwing up this man came to the stor from the district office and asked me about becoming a ( Read more... )

im so angry....im so mad i could scream and scream.....im tired of this...im tired of feeling so helpless....i have never ever thought i would get so much satisfaction oout of alcohol....out of it gracing my lips and running down and through my body.....but now i just feel so upset....so down.....i want god to inflict pain on me to make me get how ( Read more... )

ginn and broken glass....i wish i could scream at the toop of my fuckin lungs at everyone i know i am so mad ast them they dont reallie get how fucked i am....cant they see how broken i am....oh well no there all so self conceited to care....i want my old life and my best friend back!!!

to make a long story short ( Read more... )

if i could say all that happened you probably would gasp in horror but there is the fact that life will not get better then this ever!!!!

.........the impossible is inevitable.

sooo much to update...i got super sick....my mom was in the hospital...but its sooo friggin nice i think im gonna hold all my thoughts and go outside!!! Leesha

so friday serg came over...i made an amazing dinner...he helped me make it while we drank some drinks round it.....kristal and diane came for dinner.,....her and diane were hanging out and diane was supposed to come....i went and got a tattoo after i hit up st pauls....im so worried about him it makes my stomach hurts so much....and my head....like ( Read more... )

nineteen now.....no one id's me.:( bought tara smokes.....no one id's me.:( bought tara smokes.....nope....wat a jip.....got a new cell fone....different number now....awesomeness.....my birthday was amazing....diana and claudia got me the cutest bag.....i got tons.....its been okay no different then any other age i dont think....ive hit up ( Read more... )