Hey, listen annie, i'm sorry for what i said too. I really don't like fighting with you either. If we have issues we should just talk about them and not yell them. I said a lot of things i shouldn't have, and yes, i was being imature too i'm not gunna lie. We can work this out. It was a stupid argument for a stupid reason and it never should've ( Read more... )

Okay, first off you guys need to let go, and stop trying to make me upset, cuz it's not working, your entertaining me actually. I'm glad that you guys like the nickname i made up for you, fits doesn't it?! And annie, i'm not jealous of anything. What's there to be jealous of? I've known becca for six years so you can take your comment of "she likes ( Read more... )

Well, i have questions. Questions that always run through my head. Some cant be answered. A big question i tend to ask myself is why? Why do things have to pile up on me? Why do my friends backstab me? Why do my parents lash out on me? Why do my actions always get me in trouble? I tend to think that if i left, no one would notice. My mind is so ( Read more... )

Little girl, little girl, here you are again, lost in the insanity of the world today. 
Unwanted you feel, but words seem different, they agree with your heart.
Not good enough? Of course your not, what else is new?
Thoughts run through your head...
When was the last time you were truly happy?
No recollection.
You thought your life would be worth ( Read more... )

Wow, this has been one of the worst weeks of my life. Not only do i have work to make up in school and everything, i have to deal with everyone at school. I hate a lot of them now, they all can suck it, and then bite me. They need to shut the fucc up, and get over themselves, stop backstabbing me, THEYRE two faced, not me. WTF r they saying!!? I ( Read more... )

Okay, how come everytime i have a good day someone has to ruin it!?!?! I misunderstood a LJ comment between annie and bethany, and i said something, and annie got mad. Why do i even try and help people!! It always ends up being my fault!! And my bf is getting a job on saturdays and sundays from 12-8pm. So i wont be able to hang out with him. ( Read more... )

Yeah, so, i talked to Thomas yesterday for like, what, ten minutes? That's pathetic. We usually talk for hours lol. We NEVER get bored of each other. And i've come to a realization! You know how my mom always says that i like snging cuz Thomas does? Well, HELLO! Of course i'm gunna like a lot of things Thomas likes, he's my BEST FRIEND! Of course ( Read more... )

Okay, so my parents went psycho again. Wait, let me rephrase that, they went MORE psycho then usual! Is that even possible? Yeah. Yeah it is. K, so first my mom lied about calling a singing teacher for me, AGAIN. And i blame myself for believing her, cuz she always does that. I hate the insults. I hate the way they treat me sometimes. I mean it ( Read more... )

SO OMG! Today was the best day EVER!! I actually studied math yesterday (was i high?) and i took a make-up quiz for my psycho math teacher and I GOT A 97!!!!! (I made a stupid mistake UGHHH!!!) and THEN i called my parents to rub it in their faces (haha) and they were ACTUALLY proud of me!! AND THEN my mom said shed call a singing teacher for me ( Read more... )

Wow, how can you say life sucks? Oh yeah, LIFE SUCKS! My parents dont trust me, never give me privacy, and they bitch about NOTHING!!! AHH! Please shoot me! Yesterday, i went to go write in my journal on my labtop and my dad asked me if i was IM-ing, and i said no. And he took my computer, looked at it and gave it back. W/e idc about that, but then ( Read more... )