I haven't posted in a while
First and foremost, I would like to apologize for not posting sooner. I have been busy with work and dealing with the confounded slut in my house(My mother) but I'll get to that later.
So today. The last straw that was set on my, back because of the people I know, finnally broke me. Something has to change soon.
My mother was actually MAD at me because I failed my Math finals. Which was probably caused because I couldn't sleep and freaked out during the test, which as some of you know. Is caused by my Anxiety disorder. I have no medical insurance since she took it away. So I cannot afford Paxil, or something else that helps with my problem.
My Boss had me go into work today for about 15 min. No joke, 15min. To spray off some godamn sidewalk at the factory. If that wasn't stupid enough he called me 3 hours later to bug me about bringing the pressure washer over to the Offices from the factory. Yep. 3 hours after I was done with a practically meaningless task. This pissed me off beyond understanding. I don't think i've ever felt so fucking hot headed. I was litterally screaming at the top of my lungs driving there.
I'm broke. All this anxiety, stress, and bullshit I'm going through. I can't take it anymore. I just can't. I get no rest ever, I worry all the time and I feel like killing my mother.
I have two options as of now.
- Live in my Car. (Don't wanna do that.)
- Live with my Dad.
I'm hopeing option two is an OPTION. ..>.> Going to have a long talk with him tomarrow about renting out the computer room to me.
Opinions?